Dressed for the End…

Might as well get right to it…how do you feel about the world ending today…

Me…well…I don’t personally believe that…time will end…but…I do believe…that after today…my life will never be the same…there are events that are happening…that will change me in some way…and I won’t ever be the quite same…

Of course…Bertha…says that while that is true…it is also true about yesterday…and the day before…and the day before…

I know she’s right…I’ve been aware of it for some time…especially since the Chiari surgery…that I am changing…some would call it evolving…Bertha…calls it…becoming who I am…discovering my truth…and living it…finding and giving forgiveness…finding peace…just walking my path…

But…just in case it is the last day…Bertha…insisted that I wear a long sweater with leggings and boots…a first…and…a stretch…for me…and come to think about it…this outfit…may just be the event that…changes…or ends…everything…

Jane

Candid Writing…

So…Bertha…nailed me on yesterday’s post…I swear she should be a carpenter…the way she yields a nail gun…anyway…it almost makes me afraid to write today…is she waiting in ambush again…

Probably…

She’s been doing it for years…even before she had a name…even before I realized she was…there…I’d sit down to write about something…and…before I knew what had happened…unexpected stuff was gushing out on the page like water from an open fire hydrant…

I must love to live on that edge…because…that’s what I love about writing…about…Bertha…the unexpected self-discovery…that finds me when I least expect it…

Yesterday’s…did take me off guard…and has given me a lot to think about…to write about…and…the beauty of it is…I know the answers…the vision…will find me…

When I least expect it…I’m elected…I’m the star today…smile…I’m on candid writing

Jane