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I’ve had a difficult time with the blog today…nothing would come…no ideas…nothing…I think that’s because I don’t want to write about what’s truly on my heart…

Letting go

I know…I’ve talked about it before…several times…and that’s because…it’s a process…it isn’t an event…it’s not like my nursing diploma…I can’t hang it on the wall and it’s over…it comes in layers…and…they show up at unexpected times…in unexpected ways…

I’ve had a new layer show up this week…and…I’m letting it go…looking at the pain that it brought…begrudgingly thanking it for the clarity that it brings…and giving it wings to fly away…

What I’m finding to be true about the layers…they get thinner as I peel through them…which makes me think of the artichoke again…the outer leaves are the toughest…the prickliest…the most uncomfortable to deal with…with each layer…the leaves become more delicate and tender…

Letting go

Sometimes I wonder…how many times…how many ways…and…then…sometimes…I just let those concerns go…

Jane