This morning…Bertha…is whispering…forgiveness…and…honestly…I didn’t
realize I was angry with anyone…but…she says that forgiveness isn’t only about…anger…
Rather…she says…it’s more about…releasing my expectations…that something should have been different…
She says…it’s about letting go of my need to be…right…and that doesn’t just mean in an argument…no…not at all…it has to do with me thinking I have things figured out…only to have them turn out totally different than I had planned…
Hmmm…some things from my past start floating by…like Halloween ghosts on parade…and I realize that even though…I’m not angry…at least not anymore…I haven’t fully let them go either…I still get a little sting each time I remember them…
So…how do I do this…
Bertha…says to look for and appreciate the gift that each situation brought into my life…and that once I appreciate the gift…I can let go of the event itself…then I won’t feel the sting…because…all is forgiven…
Hmmm…looks like I may be getting lots of…gifts…today…who knew…
Jane
