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Today has been interesting so far…I woke up late…my computer froze and I had to totally shut it down…now I’m not so sure it’s running right…

Interestingly…Bertha…has something to say about that…shocking…I know…but…my first response…was to force the situation…kill…conquer…whip the day into shape…take charge…

Well…you probably get the picture…and…maybe you would have the same response…

Anyway…Bertha’s…take on the day…is to let it evolve as it will…she reminds me of the phrase…what we resist persists…and that as much as I want to take control and show this day who is boss…it would actually be in my best interest…to slow down a bit…pull back…and see what the morning is trying to tell me…

Okay…the first one is easy…I’ve not been getting to bed as early as I really need to…hence…I was tired this morning and fell back to sleep five minutes before I intended to get up…I had a bit more trouble with the computer issue…but she reminded me…that I was struggling with what to write about…would it be this or that…and…I was a bit frantic about the time thing…the computer shutting down…showed me that the world wouldn’t come to an end if I didn’t write anything…that I could spend that extra time in meditation…or reading…life would still go on…it also narrowed my focus…and gave me a topic…

Hmmm…she’s right…I’m actually right back on schedule…not sure how that happened…but I bet…Bertha…will be all too happy to tell me…shhhh…don’t tell her I asked…

Jane