Litany of Fears

You have to figure out what you want…what you have…and what you’re willing to do about it. ~Bertha

That’s…Bertha’s…prompting to me this morning…and…what I found as I Jane Carrollcontemplated her questions…was…that I wasn’t clear on the first step… what do I want…I want this…but then I would put a caveat on it…which essentially was my own fear…would it take too much of my time…would it take too much of my energy…would I really like it if I got it…and…the litany continued…one fear after another…

In fact…I never got to the other two questions…but…she said that was okay… because if I can’t get clear on the first one…the other two aren’t really that important…

Hmmm…I see some more contemplation time in my near future…

Jane

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I Can See Foggy Now…The Clear is Gone…

I’m really not sure what to write about today…or if I even want to write…I woke up with a headache…which always slows things down…puts things in a different perspective…not necessarily a bad one…not grumpy…just…less clear…so…thoughts and lessons…get jumbled in my mind…as they tumble…like stones in one of those polisher things…

And…Bertha…says…it’s not a bad thing…really…that my thoughts need buffing every once in a while…so that I can see things with fresh eyes…from a different perspective…

I suppose she’s right…and…it would do no good to try to argue with her…not today…when my clarity has slipped by the wayside…and my sharp edge is tumbling and smoothing…

I do know…the headache will pass…the jumbled thoughts will reassemble…life will go on…

Jane