Well Enough…

I love Joan and David…they take care of my yard…I’ve never been much of a yard girl…I like being outside…but…yard work is not usually what I have in mind…more like reading a book in Granny’s rocker…

Thankfully, Joan and David…enjoy yard work…enough to make it their business…and…they’re good at it…they know what to do…and when to do it…and…best of all…they do it…when it needs to be done…

So…this morning…as they are spreading mulch and trimming things…I just had to take a moment to appreciate them…

Bertha…says…it’s the same with all of my life…I don’t have to do everything…there are people who enjoy doing things that I don’t…people who are better at it than I am…and that…the opposite is also true…I enjoy doing things that they don’t…I have talents they will never have…

And…she goes a bit further…saying that it’s a shame to spend my time doing the things that I don’t enjoy…that someone else might…and not getting the things done…that I really enjoy…that only I can do…

Hmmm…she must have picked up on the fact that as much as I appreciate them…I also feel a tad bit guilty that I’m not doing it myself…a little guilty that I’m sitting here…pecking away at my computer…doing something I enjoy…whilst they are doing the yard work…

Yup…a tad bit of guilt…but…I’m willing to give that up…unless…Joan and David want to write the next…Bertha

I’ll go ask…on second thought…they might agree…I think I’ll just leave well enough alone…

Jane

Reluctant Gardener…

Yesterday morning…someone asked me…what I was going to do this summer…and I replied…

Whatever I want to…

Now…I wasn’t being flip…that’s what I plan to do…

I went on to recount the few things I actually have planned…and…some of the things that I think I want to do…write…bike…gym…read…beach…rest…

At the time…I thought the list sounded a little selfish…even as I went home and took a nap

Later…Mama called…my nephew was coming to lay out the garden rows…and she was going to plant…tomatoes…

Now…I have to confess…I detest gardening…not sure exactly why…I enjoy puttering in my pots at home…I can even enjoy raised bed gardening…but…there’s nothing about actual gardening…in a big plowed field…that I like…other than eating the finished product…maybe it’s because I did a lot of it growing up…not sure…just leave it to say…if it was up to me…no…regular…garden would be planted

So…my reply might seem odd…

I’ll be happy to help…what time to I need to be there

At the time…I thought I was crazy…I had just said…mere hours ago…that…I was going to do…whatever I wanted to…all summer long…and…then…I almost immediately volunteered to do something that I don’t enjoy at all…

Bertha…on the other hand…said…that there was no discrepancy…at all…that…I didn’t say I was going to do things that I enjoyed all summer…I said I was going to do what I wanted to…and those are necessarily the same thing…

She reminded me…there are things…that I want to do…that I don’t enjoy…all that much…but…I want to help others…I want a clean house…clean clothes…and…her list could have gone on and on…

Hmmm…she’s right…although I don’t enjoy gardening…I did want to help Mama…

Maybe…I’m not crazy…after all…

Jane

PS…my sister also came for the planting…and…we actually had fun…but…please don’t tell…Bertha…she’ll have me planting squash or something…oh…wait…we did that too…